Jellyfish In My Head

UnderBlack, Ultimate Come Back of a Lovesick Anorexic.

These photos were taken yesterday, January 9th of my Dragon year. Believe me, after I finished washing all the laundry, I went to shower and took a bath. Though it was exhausting, I went to my 'dungeon room' and started putting make up on my face. I was soo inspired by Plastic Zooms, Sho. I'm grateful to know that he has a Blogger account also. Hmmm... why not Ameblo? Anyway, I thought there's no more way to do this thing. I need to satisfy my body starvation with my Pictorial Vitamin. It's the only way to somehow lessen the pain I've felt for these past few days. I hated it when there's so much pressure. I thought I was gonna die because of my depression. Don't bother asking me 'bout it. I won't tell y'all. What is important for me is to accept things and put an end to what troubles me. I know I can do it. I know, despite of problems in my life, I have to look on the brighter side 'cause it's a mean wonderful world. Don't be scared. It's normal to feel afraid, everybody feels the same way too. I know what hurts me is only in my head. It's me against myself. I hope everything will be just fine. So there.

It's driving me crazy, crazy, crazy...




~ Insomniac anorexiaC ~